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My heart feels black. It's cold and way too empty. It's shaken and scared like a lost child. It's painful and full of shame. But with it comes a brand new light, one I never knew was there. After several years of a hidden fight, I feel like I am calm. The abuse was something I had to pretend was never really there. But nothing could have prepared me for the life he made me take. Alone and scared, in a room, he made me take her life. My little Sasha, I'd never hold, in God's hands she then laid. But with the end came a brand new start. Like nothing I thought I deserved. A love so pure that I was way too scared to ever let it get dirty. He s

be careful. girl. don't go in there. It's dark, and cold, and scary in there. There's monsters, and werewolves, and zombies in there. It's nothing happy, only misury in there. Be careful, girl, don't go in there. It's firey, and spikey, and poisous in there. There's vampires, and murderers, and demons in there. There's nothing happy, only misury in there, I told you, girl, don't go in there. It's dark, and cold, and scary in there. There's vampires, and murderers, and demons in there. There's nothing happy, only misury in there. It's too late, girl, you went in there. It's empty, and quiet, and lonely in there. There's nothing,

Hello Mom, This is the child you never met. I'm that little blob you hated. I'm why you kept puking, and why you couldn't sleep. Hello Mom, This is the child you never met. I'm why you always cried. I'm the reason you couldn't talk to friends. I'm why you never smiled. Hello Mom, I'm why you hate the 14th. I'm why you were drugged, and he left you alone and you had to talk to Nannet Good-bye Mom, Cus now the vacuum is in you, I hear him turn it on. Good-bye Mom, I'm scared that it hurts. I see my end is near. Good-bye Mom, i was alive for 8 weeks and two days But now I'm gone.

          She sat on the hunk of concrete ending someone's parking space. The rain fell slowly, calmly, onto her head, shoulders, and legs. She raised her head, looking into the rain filled clouds as she exhaled a drag of her cigarette. A raindrop ran down her eye and she lowered her head once more.          "Why do you look up in the rain?" Ginger asked her quietly.          "So no one can tell I'm crying.." She whispered back. "Can I have a hug?" Michelle looked up.          "No, Michelle.. you can't." Ginger replied sadly.          Michelle nodded and stood up. She looked around, taking a drag of her cigarette, and walked over to

She sat in the now empty space she had called a home for almost a year now. It was a small trailer not fit for any human to live in. No water, heat, and electricity that her boyfriend jerry-rigged to a light pole, stealing as much electricity as their appliances needed from the state. How they hadn't gotten caught yet still baffled her. All they had was their refridgerator, a single light, and the boyfriend's computer. She took a deep breath, listening to the calming sound of the bubbles as she sucked hard, drawing as much of the smoke into the bong's cavity as she could. Exhale. Remove the stem. Deep inhale once more. Her throat burned, scr